||[Dec. 23rd, 2009|02:42 pm]
I really need to do these more often. Facebook and Twitter takes away from livejournal!|
What's happened since the last time I updated? I don't even remember what I said last time!
Spent Thanksgiving up in Eureka with my Dad's side of the family. That was really nice. I had only been up there once before for my cousin's wedding, but I never really got to see Eureka, just the wedding. So this time we drove around and I actually got to see it. I like it! It's a small industrial town on the ocean. I wouldn't mind living there. Manny came up to, so it was nice that he could get to know my family, and them, him. I think they really like him! =)
Still waiting on my Dad's surgery. It looks like they are going to take out the whole kidney. =(
He's having a hard time coming to terms with that. I can't even imagine what he is going through. I mean, I'm stressed out about it, and I'm not even the one with cancer!!!!
Speaking of surgeries, my wrist has yet to get better. =/ It might be just like my other wrist, in that it will always hurt. This has put me in a dilemma. Can I work as an EMT with two bum wrists? Can I work through the pain? I worked so hard to get my license, and now I don't know if I can even work as an EMT! I don't have any other plans. I need money, and I can't get by on a part-time job, and I can't get a good job without a degree. Rent is so expensive down here, that you have to work full time, school full time, and possibly a second job. All I want to do is be an EMT!!!!!!!! I don't know what to do. This definitely doesn't help my anxiety. My anxiety has been getting really bad lately. I have a had a few panic attacks, and been to urgent care because of physical symptoms it is causing(chest pain,headaches etc...) I really need to get a handle on it.
Christmas Eve is tomorrow. We are going over to my Grandma's and spending the day over there, eating dinner, playing games etc... It should be nice. At around 10 or 11pm we are going over to Manny's parents because they do stuff at midnight. Unfortunately, Manny has to work on Christmas day, so it will just be me and my parents. Once Manny is off, we are going to his parents for dinner. I kinda feel bad for my parents because we are leaving them all alone for Christmas dinner. I guess they will just cook dinner in Manny's and My apartment.
That's it. You can stop reading now.